Gallows Humor

When Linda and I got married, we were kids.  She had just graduated college and I still had a year to go.  Sean came along about a year after.  We would joke about how cooking THE Thanksgiving dinner for guests meant we were now grown-ups.  We misjudged that.  Now I know that a real grown up act is having to bury your parents.

George Geisler, Linda’s dad, passed away a couple of days ago.  He was 92 and in failing health, but the end still came suddenly due to flu complications.  This year’s flu vaccine is clearly inadequate.  Now I understand how the pileup of years and declining quality of life makes a rapid passing a blessing for all.  He had made decisions years before about the kinds of treatment (or, more accurately, the lack thereof) that he wanted.

Now we are in the fog of funeral arrangements, death notices, Social Security, and Veterans paperwork that comes with passing.  Since we are basically on autopilot, the compassion of strangers is welcome at this point.  Amidst the numbness and tears, humor also helps us through this time.  Linda is, as usual, on top of things.  Her middle brother John had passed away about ten years ago and she helped Helen, her mom, through the bureaucracy.  Her oldest brother Jimmy died a few years ago and she helped there too.   When we were picking out the urn for him, Helen commented that after we spread their ashes, we could recycle the urns for her and George.  Linda wryly remarked that there would probably be a corkage fee.

George went through various political stances over the years, and ended as a staunch Republican.  He often felt obliged to help us overcome the error of our Democratic ways.  When a veteran passes, they give a flag, among other things, to the surviving spouse.  So at 3AM that morning, the gentleman at the desk is walking us through this stuff and pulls out a green form.  “If you fill this out and submit it, you will receive a letter signed by the President thanking you for his service.”  “The current President?” Linda asks with a twinkle in her eye.  Cautiously (Idaho is a very red state) he says, “well, you could wait.”  “Oooh no,” she replies, “I’m getting Obama to sign this one.”

Rest in peace George. You earned it.

George in his "Edward R. Murrow" Pose

George in his “Edward R. Murrow” Pose

Re-Entry

Almost three months home and I’m finally getting to this.  The rapid fire events of homecoming, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year all share the blame.  In reality, though, I didn’t have a clue how to move from writing about the wonder of a totally different culture to a new interpretation of my old familiar haunts.  But I realize that the best way to hold on to some of the lessons Africans taught me is to write down these reflections, no matter how mundane.

I came back to warm welcomes from all.  Some were reluctant to shake my hand when they heard West Africa, but they got over it after a few weeks “quarantine.”  Linda visibly relaxed, her long solo stint of taking care of the millions of big and little things coming to an end.  My mother-in-law was relieved, and she again reminded me that people in the U.S. need help too.  She and George kept their promises that they wouldn’t die before I returned.  Seriously.  I made them promise.  The band was also glad, getting their bass player back at last – although I think they missed an opportunity to trade up during my absence.  While I was now “unplugged” and drifting a bit, I was back with the most important person in my life and we were reconnecting as we never had before.

Before I left, we talked a lot about how I would be changed by this whole experience.  I joked that Linda was also going to have some big changes from shouldering all the home load in my absence.  She covered everything with her usual attention to detail and eagerness to please.  She became more self-reliant and realized she could do it without me (scary).  She developed new processes and rules.  I came back to a familiar place but had to relearn a lot.  Most of them made sense and I quickly realized that maybe I shouldn’t comment on those I didn’t fully comprehend.   Fortunately, I got immediate feedback for behavior modification purposes.

I guess it’s human nature to try to contrast, draw parallels, and generally put what’s happening in the moment up against past experiences.  Now Africa is my backdrop for comparisons.  Roads, electricity, drinking fountains, racial attitudes – all of them made me reflect.  I looked at my standard of living in a somewhat guilty light.  Our perception of our condition is all relative.  Trying to compare our plight in the U.S. middle class with that of a middle class half a world away is fruitless.  The differences are distant and vast, yet at times we can feel that our situation here and now is the most unjust.  In Ghana, I could just look out the window and priorities would sort out in an instant.  Out there it is a constant struggle, and my role is to try to improve things, even if it’s just a little bit.  Here, it’s more complex.

I had the luxury of total focus in Africa.  Sure, I was working with 11 companies and constantly juggling a lot of balls, but there was one mission.  And when I wasn’t working on that, it was non-stop learning about culture, language, and people.  Back home, the multitude of different tasks and needs pulls me in so many different directions.  I miss that focus.

So now what?  Clearly, I’m a failure at retirement.  I only lasted about a year in that role before SEED came along and bailed me out.  I promised myself not to think too deeply about the future until mid-January.  That’s been a struggle.  But now I know why I’m drawn to this work.  It’s actually a very selfish reason.  This sort of cause takes me outside myself, damping self-judgment and the nasty self-talk I sometimes inflict on myself.   A place with so many people in genuine need makes it more straightforward to find an opportunity to make a difference.  Having the same impact in the U.S.  feels like a bigger challenge, but that just means I have to look a little harder.  While I want to go back and continue this work, for now I need to be here helping out.  My mother-in-law was right after all.

 

No more sweating in the rooftop gym.  Now:  aerobic snow shoveling

No more sweating in the rooftop gym. Now: aerobic snow shoveling

 

 

 

Akyire, Africa*

These last few weeks have been full of goodbyes. Our clients knew very early how long we would be here, but when I reminded them, the disappointment was clear.  We are no longer just coaches.  We are now part of their teams – their confidants and tormentors.  I feel more than a little guilty.  Nine months is enough time to form a deep bond, but not to transform a company.

SEED put on a nice party for Terry and me the day before departure. The CEOs stood up and gave testimonials.  They were lavish in their praise of us.  It was humbling.  The reality is that THEY did the work.  We ran up and down the sidelines, shouting a tip here, suggesting a play there.  But it’s their game.  We just coached a couple of periods.  It’s an honor that we get to be a tiny part of their success stories.

I came here to use my experience to mentor leaders and their companies. I’m the one who learned the most, however.  I learned that the poorest can be the most generous.  That Ghanaians apologize when YOU sneeze.  I understand that tribal pride runs deep, but when the Black Stars play the U.S. team, there is only one Ghana.  And why “Nyame Adom” (by the grace of God) is a standard response to “How are you?”

The best lesson has been patience. I learned that waiting until 3:00 for your 1:00 appointment to show up is only a small part.  It’s not just sitting in crazy traffic without road rage.  Patience is accepting that even when it stands still, time continuously changes everything.  It carries us all along, embraces us, and then discards us.  Sorrow and joy ebb and flow in our lives.  Happiness is a cool breeze that freshens and then drifts away.  I want to hold that clarity as I return my life in the U.S.  I need to have faith that the guy in the SUV will eventually notice the light has been green for a while.

“The day will still end.” – African Proverb

“The sun will come up tomorrow.” – Annie

Well, tomorrow the sun will come up for me in the U.S. I’ll have a dose of “reverse culture shock” and alienation, like the character in “Hurt Locker” returning home.  A week later, I’ll finish out my malaria medicine.  Two weeks after that, my friends will shake my hand again, assured that I don’t have Ebola.  But Ghana has gotten under my skin and changed me in ways I don’t yet understand.  I’m different – I just don’t know how.  I hope it lasts.

“Such a long, long time to be gone and a short time to be there.” – Phil Lesh

 

* "See you later, Africa"

Our Disease

The news reports from the US play a repeating duet: Ebola and ISIS.  The sound bites on Ebola continuously refer to “West Africa.”  Occasionally the worst hit countries are mentioned, like footnotes:  Liberia, Sierra Leone, and Guinea.  So much more convenient for commentators to just say “West Africa” and paint ‘em all with the same brush.  This is lazy and misleading reporting that has only fueled Americans’ traditional xenophobic tendencies.

Other countries were infected. Senegal has had one case.  One.  They are now close to “clean” by WHO standards (no active cases in 2x incubation period:  42 days).  Nigeria, where we feared the disease might bring us to Armageddon, has brought it under control.  It is no longer an issue there.

So why are so many (including U.S Senators) in the States saying that we should ban all flights from West Africa? I am due to return to the US this Friday.  I’m fighting a head cold.  Will I be turned away?  I currently live in a West African country that has had fewer Ebola cases than the US.  Ghana has had zero reported cases.  Over a hundred people were tested, all negative.

My in-laws have been concerned for my safety since I started on this journey. When I was back in Boise for home leave, we took them out for their 70th anniversary. As I hugged my mother-in-law goodbye, she told me in an “enough-of-this-nonsense” tone that there are people in the US who need help.  After I left, Linda had to take her mother to hospital where she spent 6 days recovering from fever, nausea, and diarrhea.  It was salmonella from the restaurant she chose for her anniversary meal. About 400 people per year die from salmonella in the US.  Perhaps a travel ban for chickens?

I stopped travel to Nigeria after my last trip in late July. They were near their peak for active cases.  This was not for fear of catching the disease, but rather a concern for being caught on the wrong side of a border closure.  My colleague left her client in Liberia a mere 18 hours before the border closed.  I did, however travel to Cote d’Ivoire 2 weeks ago, my final visit to an excellent client.

Cote d’Ivoire shares a border with 2 of the worst-hit countries in this epidemic. They have been very serious about procedures since the outset.  At the airport this time, they shot a temperature sensor at my forehead and made me use hand sanitizer as I came off the plane.  On my return, the Ghanaian airport authorities did this and also requested my seat number.

Based on ECOWAS membership, “West Africa” consists of 15 countries. 3 of them are enduring a catastrophic human tragedy because of Ebola.  Calling out all of West Africa does a disservice to the hard work all countries are doing to keep it from entering (or exiting!) their borders.  I’ve made a habit of being very critical of the corrupt ineptitude of governments in this part of the world, but in this instance, they might actually be doing their jobs well.

So do we just ban those from Liberia, Guinea, and Sierra Leone? It’s a huge risk for health workers to go there to help.  Yet they leave their security and their families and go.  Who would possibly go if they knew they couldn’t come home?  How fast and how far would the disease spread with no one to help in the hot zone?  The borders are porous.  People will find a way out and be impossible to monitor.

The effect of this lazy reporting is worse than just bad press. This categorical dismissal of an entire economic region discourages investment and isolates West Africa at a time when it is poised to sustain itself.  It is wrong, just as classifying AIDS as a “gay disease” was wrong.  Ebola is not a “West African disease,” it is a deadly epidemic causing tremendous suffering in Liberia, Sierra Leone, and Guinea.  We’ve seen that it can and will spread beyond those countries.  We must do all we can to help defeat it, because it’s always been “our disease.”

It’s Not Just an Adventure, It’s a Job

Every morning, at exactly 6AM, sunlight comes crashing through my curtains. No daylight savings time here.  At the equator it’s always the same.  It brings the daily crisis of self-confidence.  Just what am I doing here?  Is it making a difference?  Where’s the coffee?  I try to push away self-doubt until after my second cup.

Our visionary Executive Director, Tralance Addy, fired us up back in January, telling us that we are to help these leaders and companies “transform” – grow many times over to build more and better jobs in West Africa.  Great.  THIS is why I came.   He also said something very terrifying.  “You are all pilots of your own planes.  You decide the flight plan to get there.”  This is a brand new program and a groundbreaking model for stimulating growth.  There’s no recipe.  Best practices come from the outgoing coaches and our colleagues who all got dropped into the same hangar.  Personal initiative takes on a whole new meaning.

During the first of four transformation sessions in the SEED curriculum we are all introduced to new ways of thinking about product design, leadership and supply chains. It is a bucket of cold water dumped down the backs of the unsuspecting CEOs of the cohort.  Some are expecting a comfortable string of training sessions that end with notebooks and a certificate so they can ultimately forget the whole thing.

Tralance dispels all that in the first half hour by zeroing in on the opportunity in front of them. He’s very direct about what is holding these West African entrepreneurs back – whether outside their spheres of influence or inside their heads.  Novice coaches facilitate the breakout sessions to work the problems the Stanford faculty has tuned to their needs.  At the same time, it’s a speed dating marathon.  The company leaders identify their top choices for coaches.  Separately and anonymously, we choose where we think we’ll fit best.  SEED management churns on these choices and matches us up as best they can.

Then what?

The first step is diagnosis. Not so much what is “wrong” with the company, but what do they need to transform and grow by leaps and bounds?  Is it factory expansion?  Marketing strategy?  Financing is popular topic here.  How do we figure it out?  I decided to go with my strong suit:  ignorance.  I ask questions.  Lots of them.  It turns out you have to dig through layers.  Production, marketing, accounting, finance, family – one or all of these things are either holding them back or putting them on the fast track to collapse.  There are a number of things outside of their control:  the ham-handed tactics of the governments, impassable roads, a poor education system, and so on.  You can’t go through these, only around.

The fun begins when you start engaging the whole organization. Pulling the Managing Director into a brainstorming session with production workers is a study in contrasts.  For a coach, the first 30 minutes are excruciatingly uncomfortable.  Everyone wants the big guy to speak, but you’ve told him/her beforehand to keep quiet and let the team bring out the ideas.  I’ve used a number of techniques:  calling on unsuspecting victims, telling stories, grilling the CEO, and yes, “shaking it out.”  As corny as it sounds, getting adults to stand up, shake and wriggle changes the energy in the room.

Ready to brainstorm with the whole organization.  Hijinks ensue.

Ready to brainstorm with the whole organization. Hijinks ensue.

One on one discussions are also a good way to assess where you can help the organization. Again, the beginning is terrifying for both of us.  Fortunately, I’ve found that most people can only endure about 15 minutes of awkwardness before they open up.  Sometimes the floodgates REALLY open and you get coaching overload.  Best to just listen and not go into problem solving mode.  A lot of people hate their boss, and you’re not here to fix that.

As an Ops/R&D guy, product design is my passion and factories are my Disneyland. I’m able to pull on all I’ve learned from years of walking through precise Asian factories to help improve substantially lower tech processes.  It’s a kick to hear that your suggestion helped a manufacturer build a subassembly 14 times faster, with better quality than before you came.  I skipped back to my hotel when I heard that one.

It’s even more gratifying to help in areas beyond my corporate experience. I’ve found myself coaching salesmen in the art of closing deals.  Most of these CEOs are profoundly courageous entrepreneurs with great ideas.  Accounting and market segmentation skills didn’t get them where they are.  But they’ll need them to grow at the rates we’re chasing.  That’s why we’re here.

The transformation visions are all different, just like the businesses and CEOs. But there are some common elements.  Their growth needs to bring more and better jobs to West Africa.  Positive impact on society and public infrastructure are key.  We test our work against those objectives.  We know that 9 or 12 months is not enough time to bring these to fruition.  I’m now transitioning all my clients to brand new coaches.  Later they’ll do the same.  We push our clients beyond the day to day crises of small business.  My favorite role as business coach was named by Tralance:  we are “tormentors.”  We will not let our clients settle for “enough is good enough.”

I love my job.

Flipcharts, markers & tape - the SEED coaching toolkit..Photo courtesy of Andy Meade

Flipcharts, markers & tape – the SEED coaching toolkit.          Photo courtesy of Andy Meade

 

Power

Big rainstorm this morning. A great, huge, the-rainy-season-is-not-going-away-without-a-fight storm.  The next thing is predictable, it’s just a matter of when.  Sure enough, just as I’m getting ready to back up my computer, there is a “lights out,” the local euphemism for a power outage.  A second later the huge diesel generator in the parking lot thunders to life.  But still no lights.  In our apartments, we have to go out into the stairwell and twist a huge switch to the backup generator setting.  Ready to rock.  But…wait for it…  Our outages always come in pairs.  Once the grid is re-established, they turn off the generator, everything shuts down until we flip the switch back.  This morning I forgot this quirk and tried to restart my backup too soon.  Now Windows is off licking its wounds.

When I ask the leaders of my client companies what should be the highest priority for government to stimulate business growth, they say one word: “Power.”  They rank it above education, roads, and employment programs.  Ghana has a huge hydroelectric plant near Lake Volta, one of the largest manmade lakes in the world.  At one time, they made so much power that they sold about 25% to neighboring countries.  Now they cannot keep up with growth.  To run a manufacturing or data center operation, an apartment complex, or even a modern household, you must have a generator.

The generator at Stanford SEED

The generator at Stanford SEED

Size matters. Some of my clients are constrained from adding critical equipment because their generators are too small.  Some can work around it:  when you’re blowing plastic bottles, you turn off the filler.  It gives a different sort of twist to production process analysis.  Since the power is not clean some other strange things happen.  When one of the “legs” of a 3-phase supply is too low, machines can run backwards.  This can be slightly humorous and messy for a bottling machine, evoking images of Lucy and Ethel.  However, it can be downright life-threatening when operating a saw.  And it’s no laughing matter when an expensive computer circuit packs it in from all the abuse.

During one of my business trips to Nigeria, I decided to count the outages one day. I gave up after a dozen.  The wry joke there is that you buy a big generator for your business and use the national grid as backup.   They all run on diesel, which is a significant budget item for most companies.  An internet service provider or anyone whose business must have uninterrupted power doesn’t even bother hooking to the grid.  The generator runs 24×7.  This puts significant pressure on costs and the environment.

Where there is challenge, opportunity blooms. We have visited villages that are not even bothering with the national grid nor diesel-generated electricity.  They are working directly with solar power and are able to keep phones charged and small computers up and online for classrooms.  Perhaps the paucity of power supplied by utilities companies will make solar a “leapfrog technology.”  Dump the diesel, reap the African sun.

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The library at Asiafo Amanfro Community School. Solar Charging for the computer lab

 

Jamestown, Parts I and II

I just got back from my fourth visit to Jamestown. I’ve spent most of my time in the fishing village below the cliffs.  There it is an extremely close-knit community.  Everyone seems to know each other and watches out for their neighbors.  So when a gaggle of obronis covered in sunscreen descended on the place with Nikon necklaces, word traveled fast.  Before we had all dismounted from expensive SEED-issued SUVs, one of the main guys was there to meet us and understand our mission.

Our guide and friend

Nii Quaye – our guide and friend

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Nii’s Friend

 

Nii Quaye is a member of the Fishing Association which, as you might expect, is a force in a fishing village. Bodyguard in tow, he headed over to “greet” us, sort of a “why are you here?” challenge.  Then he recognized Tony Aidoo, our driver.  Tony had escorted former SEED coach Bill Scull on numerous visits to Jamestown.  Bill is also a professional photographer, and cemented his friendship with Nii by printing his best and giving out the pictures upon return.  With so many tourists coming down just to shoot “poverty porn” and leave, Bill’s gifts to these people spoke volumes.  His work is truly remarkable, and his care for the Jamestown denizens comes shining through in his work at http://billinghana.blogspot.com/ .

Nii ushered us around his community, a very active commercial fishing port. The long canoes bearing a variety of phrases praising God Almighty are launching and beaching continuously.  It’s very easy to get caught up in the lines strung out across the beach.  They jump out of the sand without warning as boats put tension on them, making you look like a real idiot if you don’t keep your wits about you.  Watch where you are going and don’t trip – or get in the way.  This is serious business.  Crews of about 8 young men jump on these dugout boats to cast nets and haul in whatever they can catch.  A few meters away you can buy some of the still wriggling haul.  Any time not on the water is spent mending or untangling nets.

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All in a row

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Maybe not his boat, but he sure acts the part

 

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I followed Bill’s lead and returned the next time with a handful of photos. I hadn’t a clue how to find the people in my pictures.  No matter – Nii was right there, grabbing the photos and dragging me, Linda, and Dodoo through a jumbled maze of storefronts and dwellings to chase these folks down.  Along the way he would direct me to shoot a frame or two of an unsuspecting victim.  Many of these people are just not crazy about being photographed.  I’d pantomime something like asking for permission.  If they demurred, Nii would start yelling at them.  Then he’d turn to me and inform in no uncertain terms that HE is the boss here.  OK, I guess we’re gonna shoot.  Afterwards, he’d show the person the photos and explain that I was going to give something back.  Order is restored and my ink bill goes up.

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Breakfast

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The kids in Jamestown are the best. They are running all over the place, curious and innocent.  They have plenty of supervision, though.  Every woman is an “auntie,” and men are “uncles.”  As much as possible in this environment the adults look out for their welfare and help keep them out of trouble.  To the children, white people are living, breathing novelties they just have to touch.  And pose.  I’ll let them finish this part of the story.

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The Moat

I expected bugs when I came to Africa. And they are here.  They’re a lot like our bugs, at least the ones I’ve seen.  But I expected Big Bugs like in National Geographic.  Most of what I’ve seen are smaller.  I mean really small.  The omnipresent mosquitos who have not yet shown an interest in me (thank God) are tiny.  You could fit 3 of them inside one of our Idaho bloodsuckers.  I bought one of those cool electrified tennis racquets from a hawker on the street.  Think light-saber-bug-zapper.  It’s alarming what a thrill I get when I stalk them and hear that satisfying sizzle.

Since there are two men living in this apartment and our housekeepers are both men, one would expect that stuff doesn’t always get cleaned up on time. Sunday evening is the worst, since that’s the day that Prince and Ernest are off.  One of my little luxuries here is not doing dishes.  Linda would probably ask, “And that’s different how…?”  I’m not going near that mess after Kweku and I have both asserted our culinary skills (Mark, our chef, is also off Sundays).  This leads to the scourge of 5B:  Ants!

These guys are tinytinytiny. And very fast.  And crazy.  They’ll run around in circles over and over again with no (apparent) goal.  I’m picturing my daughter’s cat on meth chasing a laser pointer.  They’ll swarm anything, too.  I’m still trying to figure out what’s so attractive to them about my drum, which they temporarily held hostage.  I’m the coffee addict at the SEED Center, so I fire up the brew in the morning on one of those updated Bunn-o-Matic industrial strength coffee makers.  One morning, I found that someone had dropped a bit of cake on the grate where you add water.  When I lifted the cover, several million ants dived down into the reservoir, taking the morsel with them.  The cleaning lady and I looked at each other conspiratorially.  “I won’t tell if you won’t,” was the unspoken oath.  The coffee was quite flavorful that morning.

Cake is their favorite prey. It is our favorite too.  The battle has raged for several months.  Saran wrap hermetically sealed to the plate barely slows them down.  Someone bought a high tech “cake keeper.”  It was child’s play to these 6-legged demons.  We’d been working with our chef to get him to bake American-style cakes.  Apparently Ghanaians like theirs very thick, like brownies without the charm. One night, Mark cooked the best cake I’ve had in years.  By morning, it was captured by a force of thousands.  By this time, it was Ants 15, Humans  0.  Then came The Moat.

Kweku has an extensive design background, some of it in architecture. While I don’t know the exact genesis of this medieval throwback, his hand can be clearly seen.  The cake is set on a pedestal which is then lowered into a large plastic pan.  Water is added to just below the “cake line.”  Voila!  The Moat.  The ants crowd the shoreline shouting all kinds of high-pitched threats and obscenities, but to no avail.  Victory is savored with a cold glass of milk.

 

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The Moat. Primitive. Effective.

 

 

Sunday Stroll

I like to go to the 7AM Mass on Sundays.  While this may sound like a slight sacrifice, there’s really a selfish reason behind it.  The next and final Mass of the day is at 9AM.  So while the later service might go on for longer than my knees can take, the early Mass can only last about 2 hours.  I am not proud of this, but as a lifelong Catholic, I’ve learned a few tricks.

I take a taxi to St. Michael’s even though it’s only a half hour walk.  I need those last precious minutes of sleep.  The walk back home is quite nice.  It’s still early and the city hasn’t quite recovered from Saturday night.  The first time I tried it, I immediately took a wrong turn and ended up deep in some back alleys.  I sorted it out, but not without backtracking, which I hate, and surrendering to a taxi, which was humiliating.  I might have just pushed through, but I felt like an intruder, aimlessly wandering around half-finished homes where peoples’ lives are laid bare for any passerby to ogle.

The next time I got it right.  My route takes me past a family whose home is a street corner under a tree.  There’s a guy who sleeps naked at the bus stop.  It always throws me.  I’m not sure what the story is there.  He clearly has clothes, but prefers to sleep in the raw.  In public.  There are two bus stops close together.  Everyone else crowds into the other one, giving him his space and “privacy.”

My walk brings the stark contrasts of Accra into focus.  The climate, the foliage, the birds all croon “paradise.”  Living conditions can often tell a different story.  From the bustling, active area around the barracks church through a few very tough areas and back to my home in Airport Residential Area, I pass by shacks with 3 walls and corrugated metal roofs, then mansions and embassies with electrified razor wire and armed guards.

It’s easy to see how this walking narrative might provide an excuse for some to focus on the failures.  There is no escaping the poverty here.  You move through it every day.  It’s too easy to ignore the inexorable progress.  Lives are improving, albeit slower than they should.  The U.S. so often fails to see this place as the next (and maybe last) area for explosive growth.

West Africa is brimming with opportunity – financial, social, and cultural.  Especially financial.  As inept and corrupt politicians are replaced by the up and coming crop of true public servants, the fog lifts from the path to success.  These people have had to work harder than any I’ve seen.

One of the SEED professors, an American, closed his lecture by noting that as West Africans throw off these government-imposed shackles, “[they] will eat our lunch.”  I had an ominous realization like this many years ago, in a clean, efficient Japanese factory.  Now, another continent, another time, and bigger stakes.  America needs to help serve that meal now, or we will be left in the dust of our own hubris.

Home Leave

I’ve been here a little over 6 months.  Stanford SEED was very generous and bought me a round trip to go home and see family, take care of things, and just decompress.  This was above and beyond the contract I signed, and I was very grateful.  Even though Linda came out to Africa a month or so ago when I needed her most, my apartment is a temporary place.  There’s no place like home.

However this time it’s different.  Boise is where my heart and my love are.  But for now, it’s not where I live.  I’m a tourist in my own neighborhood.  Linda now very capably runs the show.  I have projects, friends to see and lots of things to catch up.  But I have to leave to live somewhere else again.  Bonnie described it well:  it’s like coming back from college for Christmas.  You’re home, but really you’re not.

About 30 hours from there to here.  No long boring travel saga.  I ate, I sat, I whined.  I still hate flying after all these years and miles.  But the flights weren’t nearly as bad as I’d expected and the Senators’ Club in Frankfurt is the best way to kill 8 hours in any airport.  Sean & Mandy met me in San Francisco.

We went to an Italian restaurant on the way from the airport.  I was overwhelmed.  Things were disjointed and, well, foreign.  I can best describe what I felt as “reverse culture shock.”  The restaurant seemed huge.  Everything was in motion all the time.  My face didn’t stand out like a glaring light – in the Bay Area, everyone is a different color.  They hadn’t changed.  My frame of reference had.  Familiar things like drinking fountains would make me flash back to West Africa, where I’ve yet to see one, and wouldn’t use it if I did.

Returning to Ghana was more difficult than I expected.  The comfort of my American life, my wife, family, and old friends made me want to stay.  My commitment, my passion, and my new friends pulled me back to Accra.

My time here is winding down.  October is just a couple of months away and I’ll be saying a lot of difficult goodbyes.  But I’m looking for my next opportunity to work here in West Africa and know that I’ll always have a home in Ghana.